Post by Judge Sam on May 20, 2009 16:00:44 GMT -5
omg. i forgot how much of a roller coaster ride this thing is. i guess a year is a long time. and I don't know why I get so attached lol.
the thing is the first 2 days were just like amazing and so much fun and I loved it a lot. Forgot how cool it was to pull off something like this with so many cool people. makes me smile now that I think about it.
but today it's the bottom of the roller coaster. okay i know this is dumb but this is why the thread is called sam's whining if you didn't want to read sam's whining why would you click on a thread that said sam's whining. and i know there's ~29 people who are LOVING it and actually i just got an IM from a random person who wanted to apply yay but still.
also as an aside the spies aren't doing well and 2 could be exiled first and i mean thats okay i expected at least 1 to go within this team period but..... if they all suck.... and all of them suck, and they all go right away... i mean that would just suck. I spent so much time on this game. so much, and I was looking forward for it for so long, and it could all be crappy because I picked (and/or random numbered) crappy spies. =/ =( ;_; that's just depressing.
ok so here's what happened after a awesome first day:
jocelyn disappeared. ok this doesn't bother me too much. i was hoping she'd get inactive'd out at exile. or i can replace her. the thing is I think she might have left and not come back because 1) i gave her an ugly picture (get over it! plus lol look at the picture she sent me) and 2) she didn't like the endurance challenge twist. so she quit. maybe. then again it could just be that she has family over, i dunno. didn't samantha like disappear after day 3 for awhile? lol.
tri pulled out. ok this i was a little miffed with but now that's like so 1990. I was excited for him to play and think he'd be great but here's the thing. he's wasted SO MUCH OF MY TIME. god. first in spies 5, i got 3 im's from him during the application period. i talked to him a bit. no app. then in spies 6 the SAME THING. then he applied like 2 days late and someone drops so i give him that spot. and I *should have* made him pick a new character cause thor is shitty (and what is it with all these greek names this year lol, like everyone is a greek god, actually jocelyn's first hcoice for name was "phedre." ) but i was just so sick of dealing with people's names i was like fuck it. but in the end i found an awesome picture for thor haha.
anyway so then he pulls out. douchebag. WASTED SO MUCH OF MY TIME.
pete. wow. this guy cracked on fucking day 4. jesus christ. just play the damn game. i dont even know if he's in or out. i want him to play but another part of me wants him out so i cna replace in a really good spy. we will see.
paris = ahn. ok so ahn is awesome. and i feel bad about guessing his motives haha cause he's always been super-duper nice. but he didn't like his traitor role. i know he really really wanted to be a spy. and thats ok, not everyone likes every role they get. ahn has had a lot of roles but that is because the random number generator likes him and i'm not going to not give him a role if it lands on him. so then he tells me he's just going to play it as a regular citizen. ok, whatever.
THEN he tells me now that he wants out. cause of a trip at the end of june and working and something about internet. honestly i thought it was all just crap b/c of his role (lol like i said i feel bad about that but still). so maybe he is gone. which frustrates me a lot.
so who fucking is going to be next? lol. no doubt some other wackjob is going to go overboard and burn out just FOUR FUCKING DAYS into the game. jesus christ.
oh did i tell you i already had to listen to oswald's grumpiness and calm down ross's obsessiveness? ALREADY?!?!
i don't think it is unreasonable for me to complain about this stuff. i mean i know it's unreasonable to think all 32 people are going to just stay in the game evne through the 1 month long application process and plenty of time to leave. and i have an AWESOME unbelievable cast every other game would die for. that makes me smile.
but still. jocelyn: tell me if you dont want to play any more thats fine. thank god i have enough applications now that the game doesn't hinge on people leaving like it did in 1,2, and to an extent 3. tri: stop wasting my time. pete: wtf, it's a fucking game. paris: ugh. just ugh. ross: wtf, it's a fucking game.
perhaps I should just tell them all to leave and replace haha. that sounds tempting...