Memoir 2.1 - Diary of a Mad Black Woman (Confess.)

[Yvette]

[Yvette]

[OOC]

Okay, I'm starting to get really pissed off right now. First off, people who keep complaining about Mei Yun are fucking ridiculous. She walks around acting like the sweetest person, and of course when you accuse her of being a spy she's going to say you're stupid. What the hell? If you're allowed to say that playing by voting on random.org is a legitimate strategy, then suck it up when people want to interact with you differently as well.

I know, it's a game, people don't want to deal with drama or anger or harshness in a game, but if you want a real experience, that's part of it. I've been attacked before and I've never seen anyone come to my rescue. Why? Because I can handle my own, or perhaps because it's part of the game.

I'm pissed at DC being like "Yvette, you stupid shithead, stop calling people names and being a bitch." Well, first off, I'll give you a straw so you can suck back in your own faulty logic there. Secondly, no! In fact, this is so ridiculous to me, because with literally the exceptions of Jenya, Callahan, and Khaled, I have been nice to everyone. And tell me what on earth you want to, but my character is not going to react well to a sexist muslim with a reverse-analystic pattern, a woman who runs around calling her pure evil, or a priest that lies through his teeth. And more importantly, I'M not going to react well to those things because as a player, I should be insulted when someone backpedals like no tomorrow, tells me my opinions are worth nothing and I shouldn't be analyzing behaviors, and that I am a spy because I jokingly said I was a spy. Would you? Read your goddamn facts and PLEASE, more importantly, the transcripts. The only person I have been exceptionally rude with is Khaled, which was retaliation. I have been joking with Jenya about her "spy catching" skills, which is harmless banter that is much nicer at what veterans have used in the past. And as for Callahan, I may not have been pleasant to work with for him, but I never called him nearly the unpleasantries I heard flying out of his mouth.

THANKS


Fuck this shit. I'm done for a while.

[Judge Sam]

I think a break is much needed. You have been playing the game for like 4+ hours everyday, like I said not even sex is that much fun for that long every single day haha. =)

[Yvette]

Yvette would not know... Nor would I!

I'm good now, I just needed a walk to cool down yesterday.

[Yvette]

And I am back in full swing!

So last evening, we had a conversation amongst everyone in my group. It appears that Ed was "drunk". I am not quite sure how much I buy into this, but even after everything he did, I am not necessarily sure that he is a spy... I just think that he is stupid. He does not seem to listen to anything that anyone says, and my word if that isn't the most contradictions I have ever seen in my entire life.

I feel as though people do not understand something. When I am spy hunting, if I catch you lying or taking things back that you said before, you are going to make me suspicious. How is that not suspicious? Why would a citizen backtrack on a regular basis?

The fact of the matter is, Callahan earned his exile, and Ed is trying to set himself up with one just because he does not like Ariel or myself. It's incredibly foolish, but I fear that Ariel is actually going to vote for him. The only real problem behind all of this is that, at the present time, I am not sure who to vote for. It seems that Jenya is doing absolutely everything in her power to undermine any credibility that I may have had at one point, which, to be honest, only helps me. The less credible people think I am, the longer I am going to survive. I just wish she weren't so misguided in all of her opinions. It is one thing to make an observation, and quite another to completely discredit anything someone says because they suspected a person that, despite suspicious behavior unrelated to any actual evidence or lackthereof (I'm referring to the cases Jenya is rambling about), turned up citizen.

Where as all of this for Caela?





In any event, I am going to use my - vote for Ariel this week, but I still have no darned clue about the +. I have been thinking that perhaps it is time to listen to what the majority of people are saying, but really? Are you honestly going to lynch Roxy because she gives us information? While we are on top of it, I think we should lynch Wikipedia and The Internet. They will give us lots of information.

Trying to deal with everyone in this game is utterly impossible. It is not as though I am trying to put myself on a pedestal, but really, some just do not think before they speak. And trying to reason with most of these people is just never going to happen. At this point I cannot distinguish spy from citizen because almost everyone is acting a fool.

And yet, I revel in the glorious notion that I am going to take the blame for a citizen downfall. Typical patriarchy. Always blaming it on the Womyn.

[Judge Sam]

At this point I cannot distinguish spy from citizen because almost everyone is acting a fool.

I got giddy when I read this part. That means it's going to be an excellent game! (b/c of the fools, not the un-distingushableness haha, though that helps too!)


I'm not sure what that voting chart has to do with anything but thank you for posting it! Damn does it look pretty. I love all the updates I did to it after Ross vanished halfway through on me. Though it is going to be hell to put together a voting chart for this game hahahaha. I can't even imagine what it would look like with all these crazy twists!


Your confessionals are my lifeblood Ryan, thanks for keeping me updated. With all these newbies I think I've taken confessionals for granted... I have to start whipping some of them into shape so I have any clue at all what's going on lol.


I am interested in a few things though...





What do you think about the +/- voting system? How will you personally use your minus vote?


What do you think about the voting system twist of Spies 6? Do you think it will affect the game?


What kind of different voting systems do you think might be used?


Did anything exciting happen in your team in the hours before the last Exile? If so what?


What did you think about Robert being Imprisoned?



Thanks!

[Judge Sam]

ps: love that sig! though it is gigantic lol.

[Yvette]

I'm going to fix its size shortly I almost did it with photobucket, which would have made me traceable.



What do you think about the +/- voting system? How will you personally use your minus vote?

I love the whole +/- thing. In my opinion, this is the best twist that Spies has seen yet. Different voting patterns are a great idea, but it's going to be extremely hard to figure out the most beneficial way for the town to use them against the spies. Not only do we now have to analyze the positive votes FOR exile, but now we have to look at who negated from who, and what implications that makes in the future. It's going to be tricky, but I'm excited for it. I'm going to give my - vote to Ariel, because to be honest, I just don't care if Roxy leaves or not. This whole case against her, "It gives us info", give me a break, fools! Any exile does! It is literally, the worst argument for an exile that I have ever heard. So I will give it to Ariel and therefore just ensure that she does not leave because of some wanton bandwagon that Ed forms because he doesn't like us or is drunk.


What do you think about the voting system twist of Spies 6? Do you think it will affect the game?

Love it! Kinda talked about it up there. Though I'm really interested to see what comes in the future. Potentially if we have to make a full list of all the other contestants, and the higher you are the more points you get. That would be extremely interesting to see, almost like the Election in Spies 5, but for an exile! That said, I can't exactly see the spies being dumb enough to 100% coordinate all of their votes together, though I'm sure some will assume they do. There will be plenty of distancing going on.


What kind of different voting systems do you think might be used?

A list of all contestants ranked, perhaps an anonymous ballot, and maybe even particular political parties? I am not necessarily sure. Maybe even a "Costume Ball" type completely anonymous ballot with anonymous speaking too!


Did anything exciting happen in your team in the hours before the last Exile? If so what?

Besides Callahan telling me to fuck myself, no sadly.


What did you think about Robert being Imprisoned?


I thought Ariel or myself would go first, but I had actually convinced myself it would be Rey. I was shocked that it was Robert, because in the back of my head I was beginning to suspect him. I'm upset, though, I think he was one of the only few people in the burg who actually had the potential to lead the citizens to a quick victory. I don't see it actually happening now.


Also, the Chart was in reference to the Caela lynch. Nobody was immediately voted off for it... And yet people are trying to immediately lynch whomever suspected the "Ultra Mega Most Citizen Ever" Citizen Callahan.

[Mei Yun]

May 22, 2009 11:31:52 GMT -5 Yvette said:

[OOC]

Okay, I'm starting to get really pissed off right now. First off, people who keep complaining about Mei Yun are fucking ridiculous. She walks around acting like the sweetest person, and of course when you accuse her of being a spy she's going to say you're stupid. What the hell? If you're allowed to say that playing by voting on random.org is a legitimate strategy, then suck it up when people want to interact with you differently as well.

Are you honestly going to lynch Roxy because she gives us information? While we are on top of it, I think we should lynch Wikipedia and The Internet. They will give us lots of information.

EPICWIN.